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The last few days seemed like an era, and the era has seemingly come to an end. I always thought and believed that the ones who leave us or we choose to leave behind never come back and even if they do they never stay back only to leave us empty yet again, like they always do, once their unknown purpose is served. Till the time comes when I figure out that why is there that one person in my life who comes back every now and then only to leave me in the midst of nowhere after doing all that is done, I will have to cover myself up in the blanket of blankness that surrounds me….

black_holeThe only thing that I have realized this time, is that the fact that my friend is in similar mortal pain that I am in because there is no other way to explain the indefinite break and silence that has been chosen…

A true blanket of blankness can be caused by severe pain, a grinding numbness that throws you off the course and you have no cards in your hand to play your daily moves…. – You become a walking dead! Probably this is required every now and then for 7s (in terms of numerology) like us to understand and value life’s depths and intensities on order to let go of it all! I say 7 because sadly we are the ones who feel, observe, see, assess, analyse, take the onus and understand life’s mysteries like no other number. This is the reason why in the end of it all we choose to remain loners and become complete sages (abstaining from all forms of human emotions and connecting with the bigger entities like the cosmos…).

Every human must try each day to abstain from regular emotions, beliefs and philosophies and start welcoming mysteries of life, the greater depths of knowledge and revelations in life as a whole. Our spiritual world must be aroused in order to become a good listener, a true observer, proper guide and silent path breaker. Till we attain all that let us also smilingly learn to enjoy the warm ‘Blanket of Blankness’.


You and I will keep on moving but there will no more be a place to find and call our home. It hits you hard when you know that the world has fallen short of love. Whenever I want to tell you the truth as to how special you are, I find you go back to a daze… The day you know that there is nothing called ‘fast love’ you will not find me anymore. 

I find people gloriously getting all gaga on lust, drugs, sex and relationships that have no strings attached but just when I appear in any of your playful vicious circles, I find myself to be the only one who wants to spread the beauty of love. These deep scars of not being able to put forward myself (with purest forms and shapes of love) does not in anyway deter me from doing what I do best as I will be as the ‘Being’ that ‘is’ and will ‘be’ forever and more… 


As my times and drifts keep positioning themselves I become more scared as to how today’s humans will survive without innate feelings of love and its blissfulness. Then my wonderment ceases to exist as I start taking myself away from all your dislikes, taunts and mindless misunderstandings of my being and the pure embodiment of love. 

I keep continuing on my love-labeled journey of life by wishing you all the best that I can as I know there will someday be a full circle of sorts when you will have all the rleated questions put forward but sadly I will not be there to happily answer all of them and make you understand how simple it was/is to take a pinch of life with a zillion pinches of love!

Self is undefined

Posted: November 3, 2017 in Uncategorized

In search for our defined entities we tend to forget that one very important thing – ‘Self is undefined’. No matter how well we educate ourselves or try and control our emotions we will always remain individuals who have undefined selves. Now we do not need to be sad or mellow as an undefined coal produces a refined diamond. So ‘Shine bright like a diamond!’…


However, one thing that I need to clear out here is the fact that before refining ourselves we need to find a focal point that is a definition to an aspect of ourselves. After we get defined  (this is not a one shot pro-game but a zillion shots go in vain before we tend to find ourselves). No matter how I much I blabber on undefined, define and refine we need to keep trying – to reach that one focal point where we start finding meaning of our existence.

There is no other way to put an end to all our constant searches. Here we need to admit that everyone of us are continuously searching for a particular thing and most of the times we do not know what exactly are we searching for! There is always a thing/idea/concept/philosophy that attracts our focus and once we get hooked on to it, Voila! The meaning of our existence become defined and from there we start refining ourselves, holding on the thing of our attraction/focus.

So to end today’s thought I would just like to add here that Let us allow ourselves to be undefined, let us consider for one good moment that everything in us has no definition whatsoever and then let us start searching for the focal point – the search…

Just when you think that your life has taken a new turn and you have left your friends and relationships far behind (people who left you to rot, not offering a hand to pick you up when you needed them the most), you receive  strong jerks – sudden calls, ‘texts from the other side!’ and unexpected communication from people from your past. What do you do at this moment?

There is nothing for you to do but listen to the useless conversations. As an educated and cultured human being you are also entitled to be subtle and casual (instead of rude and rough) in your approach.

So to sum it up, your life is a smooth ride only when you are a loner. The moment you choose to be social and successful all the wrong people start re-entering your life path. Whether you choose to erase them completely or ignore them to a certain extent is your call. Your choice shapes your character and your future approaches.

Remember bad is good as long as you are comfortable handling everything.

mind.jpgWe have often found questioning ourselves – how to channelize our mind? Soon after identifying the ‘object’ of our desires (the purest form of clarity and stability) we start to question on our next step.

The ‘object’ of our ascertainment being identified needs sharpening. Once we have successfully  opened our minds we need to form a firm shape or a clear picture. In order to attain this we need to imagine the nature of our inner light, the ultimate connection with the supreme power (whether outside or inside our aura).

Transforming our anger, sadness and all other harmful energies is a difficult process. We need to be patient while silently observing our mind’s movement. In every effort we put in this journey we must not repress our emotions, instead let it flow naturally without acting upon it. Negativeness will bring in more of it we can just wait and allow it to rise without doing anything about it.

The moment we become sad or angry we must start meditating. Any form of negative energy is powerful mass of energy and we must not waste too much time by neglecting it. By meditating we will be able to neutralize our energy. It will be an extremely slow process but the wheels will turn and our moods will change.

Transformation from negative to positive will require a lot of forgetting. Nothing in this world is constant – neither harm, happiness nor sadness or anger.  The more we reduce our excitement the more we will be closer to channelizing our mind.

While meditating (with an innate goal to channelize our mind)  we must not forget that our mind and body are well connected. So we need to have a proper posture while performing meditation. Tight postures will make our minds heavier so we need to loosen our body by relaxing our muscles.

Investigating our experiences and observing our doubts will gradually sober our mind. Initially we will be able to take part in short sessions of meditation which will turn into longer ones as our minds become stable.

Forgetting the object will bring in blocks in the paths of our meditation. Practicing stability will arouse the spiritual awareness of our being and the being of the entire universe. We will then start processing our path to liberation.

broken_heartYou can well understand the things you said and the moments invested,

mean nothing more than a theme forgotten, and a dream much wasted. 

You were there to carry all the burdens, of confused minds and wicked hearts.

You trudged and trudged alone, dragging yourself from the rusted hurts,

But soon you found there was no one beside you, to cleanse your wounds and feed you some,

wasting some more time is what was left for you to do,

prepare yourself for a never ending rage and write a song for nobody.

You could see people fall apart, or stand still, some forgot it all,

but some had the time and the zeal to come! 

All our dreams can come true, if we have the courage to pursue them. – Walt Disney

Pursuing our careers will never be sufficient in making us complete if we fail to dream and chase our dreams. Dreams are our subconscious desires and extreme hopes to make it big. Now, there might be dreams that are necessarily not ways to achieve bigger things in life. There can be earnest dreams that might relate to a certain happening or a segment of life that we may have failed to think when we are awake. Then again there are dreams that are experienced with our eyes wide open!  🙂



Dreams are representation of our innate desires, passions and aims. Letting go of our dreams or keeping our feet grounded at all points of life is a path that is best to be left alone. We humans have our shortcomings and if we ever forget to dream then all we become is a lesser human, somewhat of a robot.

We must dream big or else the foundation of a DREAM is lost in the process! 🙂 To be more precise why dream less when there is so much to dream of and so little time to play around with them.

My point here is, chasing seems complete only when the object of desire is big enough to determine my intent, intensity and aim. So I would request you all to dream it big or leave dreaming once and for all. Life becomes meaningful only when one chooses to dream or else there grows a void full of unwanted negativeness and senses of failure. Dream is a pious way to keep ourselves afloat in the midst of all the hustle that engulfs us pointing towards destruction of sorts.