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You and I will keep on moving but there will no more be a place to find and call our home. It hits you hard when you know that the world has fallen short of love. Whenever I want to tell you the truth as to how special you are, I find you go back to a daze… The day you know that there is nothing called ‘fast love’ you will not find me anymore. 

I find people gloriously getting all gaga on lust, drugs, sex and relationships that have no strings attached but just when I appear in any of your playful vicious circles, I find myself to be the only one who wants to spread the beauty of love. These deep scars of not being able to put forward myself (with purest forms and shapes of love) does not in anyway deter me from doing what I do best as I will be as the ‘Being’ that ‘is’ and will ‘be’ forever and more… 

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As my times and drifts keep positioning themselves I become more scared as to how today’s humans will survive without innate feelings of love and its blissfulness. Then my wonderment ceases to exist as I start taking myself away from all your dislikes, taunts and mindless misunderstandings of my being and the pure embodiment of love. 

I keep continuing on my love-labeled journey of life by wishing you all the best that I can as I know there will someday be a full circle of sorts when you will have all the rleated questions put forward but sadly I will not be there to happily answer all of them and make you understand how simple it was/is to take a pinch of life with a zillion pinches of love!

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Self is undefined

Posted: November 3, 2017 in Uncategorized

In search for our defined entities we tend to forget that one very important thing – ‘Self is undefined’. No matter how well we educate ourselves or try and control our emotions we will always remain individuals who have undefined selves. Now we do not need to be sad or mellow as an undefined coal produces a refined diamond. So ‘Shine bright like a diamond!’…

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However, one thing that I need to clear out here is the fact that before refining ourselves we need to find a focal point that is a definition to an aspect of ourselves. After we get defined  (this is not a one shot pro-game but a zillion shots go in vain before we tend to find ourselves). No matter how I much I blabber on undefined, define and refine we need to keep trying – to reach that one focal point where we start finding meaning of our existence.

There is no other way to put an end to all our constant searches. Here we need to admit that everyone of us are continuously searching for a particular thing and most of the times we do not know what exactly are we searching for! There is always a thing/idea/concept/philosophy that attracts our focus and once we get hooked on to it, Voila! The meaning of our existence become defined and from there we start refining ourselves, holding on the thing of our attraction/focus.

So to end today’s thought I would just like to add here that Let us allow ourselves to be undefined, let us consider for one good moment that everything in us has no definition whatsoever and then let us start searching for the focal point – the search…

Just when you think that your life has taken a new turn and you have left your friends and relationships far behind (people who left you to rot, not offering a hand to pick you up when you needed them the most), you receive  strong jerks – sudden calls, ‘texts from the other side!’ and unexpected communication from people from your past. What do you do at this moment?

There is nothing for you to do but listen to the useless conversations. As an educated and cultured human being you are also entitled to be subtle and casual (instead of rude and rough) in your approach.

So to sum it up, your life is a smooth ride only when you are a loner. The moment you choose to be social and successful all the wrong people start re-entering your life path. Whether you choose to erase them completely or ignore them to a certain extent is your call. Your choice shapes your character and your future approaches.

Remember bad is good as long as you are comfortable handling everything.

mind.jpgWe have often found questioning ourselves – how to channelize our mind? Soon after identifying the ‘object’ of our desires (the purest form of clarity and stability) we start to question on our next step.

The ‘object’ of our ascertainment being identified needs sharpening. Once we have successfully  opened our minds we need to form a firm shape or a clear picture. In order to attain this we need to imagine the nature of our inner light, the ultimate connection with the supreme power (whether outside or inside our aura).

Transforming our anger, sadness and all other harmful energies is a difficult process. We need to be patient while silently observing our mind’s movement. In every effort we put in this journey we must not repress our emotions, instead let it flow naturally without acting upon it. Negativeness will bring in more of it we can just wait and allow it to rise without doing anything about it.

The moment we become sad or angry we must start meditating. Any form of negative energy is powerful mass of energy and we must not waste too much time by neglecting it. By meditating we will be able to neutralize our energy. It will be an extremely slow process but the wheels will turn and our moods will change.

Transformation from negative to positive will require a lot of forgetting. Nothing in this world is constant – neither harm, happiness nor sadness or anger.  The more we reduce our excitement the more we will be closer to channelizing our mind.

While meditating (with an innate goal to channelize our mind)  we must not forget that our mind and body are well connected. So we need to have a proper posture while performing meditation. Tight postures will make our minds heavier so we need to loosen our body by relaxing our muscles.

Investigating our experiences and observing our doubts will gradually sober our mind. Initially we will be able to take part in short sessions of meditation which will turn into longer ones as our minds become stable.

Forgetting the object will bring in blocks in the paths of our meditation. Practicing stability will arouse the spiritual awareness of our being and the being of the entire universe. We will then start processing our path to liberation.

broken_heartYou can well understand the things you said and the moments invested,

mean nothing more than a theme forgotten, and a dream much wasted. 

You were there to carry all the burdens, of confused minds and wicked hearts.

You trudged and trudged alone, dragging yourself from the rusted hurts,

But soon you found there was no one beside you, to cleanse your wounds and feed you some,

wasting some more time is what was left for you to do,

prepare yourself for a never ending rage and write a song for nobody.

You could see people fall apart, or stand still, some forgot it all,

but some had the time and the zeal to come! 

All our dreams can come true, if we have the courage to pursue them. – Walt Disney

Pursuing our careers will never be sufficient in making us complete if we fail to dream and chase our dreams. Dreams are our subconscious desires and extreme hopes to make it big. Now, there might be dreams that are necessarily not ways to achieve bigger things in life. There can be earnest dreams that might relate to a certain happening or a segment of life that we may have failed to think when we are awake. Then again there are dreams that are experienced with our eyes wide open!  🙂

 

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Dreams are representation of our innate desires, passions and aims. Letting go of our dreams or keeping our feet grounded at all points of life is a path that is best to be left alone. We humans have our shortcomings and if we ever forget to dream then all we become is a lesser human, somewhat of a robot.

We must dream big or else the foundation of a DREAM is lost in the process! 🙂 To be more precise why dream less when there is so much to dream of and so little time to play around with them.

My point here is, chasing seems complete only when the object of desire is big enough to determine my intent, intensity and aim. So I would request you all to dream it big or leave dreaming once and for all. Life becomes meaningful only when one chooses to dream or else there grows a void full of unwanted negativeness and senses of failure. Dream is a pious way to keep ourselves afloat in the midst of all the hustle that engulfs us pointing towards destruction of sorts.

dream_bigThis is what life taught me yet again in the past few weeks. That is the same reason why I came back to share my thoughts on this. A couple of weeks back I took my goals, dreams and aspirations way too lightly and let myself go with a somewhat vicious flow of time. I started taking a route which meant I would let go of myself completely – let go of my ideals, beliefs, philosophies and character. I met someone and took a rash decision of settling down – but soon I realized, this was the biggest mistake I was doing. I started hurting a few people around me, not thinking about what I was actually doing!

Such was the rush from the strangers (whom I just met) that I was getting very little time to assess on my ways of life (that I have lived by so far in my life!). However, the day of revelations came by. I came home dead drunk and saw my mother, with tears in her eyes. I was not in my senses to act sober but still I could sense that there were people shouting in my place. Much later in the night I realized it was all about my rash decisions and the way I was not thinking about about my career, goals and passions, but the way I was throwing everything up for a relationship that I myself did not count in high value! 

Then I decided to confront a friend of mine who made me understand (things I very well knew but failed to stress upon.) that nothing good comes by when a person rushes on things. I also understood that I was being wrongly influenced to take on a step in life that was useless. I took time off with myself (as I always do) for a couple of days and decided that ‘I will never let go myself’ – no matter what! As an individual no one should ever do that as it would mean killing one’s own desires, dreams and ways of life. 

The best thing I could ever do (even as a failed poet! 🙂 ) was to dream, and keep on dreaming as that was my world where no one could encroach or intervene, even my parents. That has been the case with me for my entire life. How could I not see these things? However, the best part about life’s teachings is the simple ways you see yourself learning, without hurting anyone, most importantly without damaging your very own SELF – the epicenter of your life’s journey. 

I thank my cosmos, my parents, good vibes around me (no matter how little they come) and my strength of character that have helped me in stabilizing myself. ‘I’ must be counted in every step we take in life. This is what I learned yet again, and so beautifully! 🙂

CHEERS to LIFE!  🙂