Posts Tagged ‘remember’

The last few days seemed like an era, and the era has seemingly come to an end. I always thought and believed that the ones who leave us or we choose to leave behind never come back and even if they do they never stay back only to leave us empty yet again, like they always do, once their unknown purpose is served. Till the time comes when I figure out that why is there that one person in my life who comes back every now and then only to leave me in the midst of nowhere after doing all that is done, I will have to cover myself up in the blanket of blankness that surrounds me….

black_holeThe only thing that I have realized this time, is that the fact that my friend is in similar mortal pain that I am in because there is no other way to explain the indefinite break and silence that has been chosen…

A true blanket of blankness can be caused by severe pain, a grinding numbness that throws you off the course and you have no cards in your hand to play your daily moves…. – You become a walking dead! Probably this is required every now and then for 7s (in terms of numerology) like us to understand and value life’s depths and intensities on order to let go of it all! I say 7 because sadly we are the ones who feel, observe, see, assess, analyse, take the onus and understand life’s mysteries like no other number. This is the reason why in the end of it all we choose to remain loners and become complete sages (abstaining from all forms of human emotions and connecting with the bigger entities like the cosmos…).

Every human must try each day to abstain from regular emotions, beliefs and philosophies and start welcoming mysteries of life, the greater depths of knowledge and revelations in life as a whole. Our spiritual world must be aroused in order to become a good listener, a true observer, proper guide and silent path breaker. Till we attain all that let us also smilingly learn to enjoy the warm ‘Blanket of Blankness’.


trying_hardWell, this will not be another one where I will be blabbering on my shortcomings!! You got it right! Since this is my blog, it will surely be my very own mindless jabbering because I want to pour out some of my defeats (if I may say so!) onto you guys.

I have been trying hard to get over a few things that I needed to get over. But in doing so I have assessed that actually I was hardly trying whatever I needed to try!! Confused??!! Well, surely!! Welcome to the world of MESS-MErized Happiness and Peace – Courtesy Angie (thats what my friends call me).

Taking it (now I know that calling some serious stuffs IT is surely a SYNDROME!! but can’t really help it!) out is always the best way. But for me taking it in and straightening it out in a more peaceful manner is what keeps me ticking.

Whether it is trying hard to remember certain things or really sweating it out to forget a thing, we often come to a point where subconsciously we do not act on certain things in order to stick to the memories or cling on to the need of remembering a thing. Whatever is the case, trying hard actually becomes a Hardly Trying kind of an Attempt!! Take it or leave it!!